Questions everyone asks.

I sit here, in this chair. And I put that song, the one that makes me remember your face. But only that doesn’t satisfy me. So what more do I need? I need you by my side, not only in my mind. But it hurts to realize that those places are not going to change. Should I cry? That I’m already doing, and for a long time... Or maybe should I get over this? Should I forget I love you and start suddenly loving someone else, just to keep the dream of love alive? It sounds so selfish to think like that, and also doesn’t sound right to forget and erase you completely from my little meaningless life. I know it’s stupid to say, but it felt so right for us to be together. I actually thought we had something promising for the future, as one combined. Guess I was wrong. Sad? Of course! Right? I don't know yet, maybe that's the way it's supposed to be. Only time will give us such knowledge.